I'm sorry it's been 3 weeks since I last blogged. That Sunday after I last blogged well I guess it was Monday at this point....because it was after midnight I got the dreaded phone call from my mama saying my sweet Granny had gone home to be with Jesus. That hit me harder than anything ever has. Even though I knew it was only a matter of time it hurt so bad! I'm not sure if some/most of you know but my sweet Granny had Alzheimer's. She had been struggling with it for a few years. These last few months have been so hard for all of us. My Nana brought her home from the assisted living in February to take care of her. I am so glad she did! She got to spend that much needed time with her. She started off with pureed foods and then she couldn't swallow so then she had to start drinking ensure. She was talking some and the last few times I saw her she couldn't talk. Her body just started shutting down! My sweet Granny was as HEALTHY as she could be!! This disease struck her healthy little body and I HATE IT!! Alzheimer's is absolutely HORRIBLE! And we have NO IDEA where it comes from! When I took Microbiology in the fall we touched on Alzheimer's a little and microbiologist think that it comes from a virus that we have been exposed to sometime in our lives. I really hope this is not the case because think of all the viruses WE come in contact with!!! I was very close with my Granny. I have been very fortunate to have her in my life! She was technically my "Great Grandma" but she nor I ever saw it like that! She was my GRANNY! And my "Grandma" is my NANA! As a matter of fact....when I was little I would often to go her house EVERY OTHER WEEKEND! My mom often joked saying that must be what being divorced was like! Hahahaha! I spent so much time with her and she taught me so many things! I get my LOVE OF BAKING from her! We ALWAYS baked something! EVERY SINGLE TIME! Whether it was cookies, cupcakes, brownies or our endless TRIALS of TRYING TO MAKE FUDGE or OUR FAVORITE -- POUND CAKE! We would ALWAYS use her green Kitchen Aid mixer and I LOVED THAT MIXER! I loved it so much that I wanted one--- While I WAS STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL! Hahaha! So when Jeff and I got married that was our present from her! A RED Kitchen Aid mixer that I cherish with ALL my heart! I have so many memories of the things we used to do but one of the ones that stick out the most was the night I was saved! I accepted the Lord with my GRANNY and we both cried! That memory I will never forget! I am blessed to have had her as my Granny and to have had her in my life for 24 years! It breaks my heart to know that my children won't get the opportunity to make those memories or know her like I did! I know I can tell them the stories and I most certainly will but it's just not the same when you don't make those memories yourself! :( I know she is in a BETTER place with a BRAND NEW body and enjoying her time with all her family and Papa! I know the Lord is taking THE VERY BEST care of her! I can't wait to see that SMILE THAT LIGHTS UP EVERY ROOM again!
My uncle Bobby (Dad's brother) is not doing good either! He has been in the hospital since May. He has cancer and this week they told the family that they aren't expecting him to make it much longer. This is my Dad's older brother and Dad is taking this really hard! Which who wouldn't? He's suppose to live a little longer! He's only 60 years old! This is another disease that STRIKES with a VENGEANCE! These diseases SUCK! Why can't we find a CURE for this stuff???? You would think after all these years we would be CURING it instead of still trying to FIND THE CURE! I just don't get it....I guess I never will....Please keep our family in your prayers! I know my cousins are out of their minds right now and they are so sad! I can't imagine being in their shoes right now and just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes! :(
On top of all that...my little brother had an allergic reaction to SOMETHING and had to go to the ER 2 Sundays ago! He is fine now but it was very scary! He had these HUGE bites or stings all over him and it was horrible! He is going to the allergist to try and figure out what caused this! So last week I was at home with him! This week was the first week I have BEEN AT HOME ALL WEEK! :) I enjoyed being with my family these last few weeks but I missed Jeff and Abby so much too! It really stinks when you live away from your family!
June has been a rough month! I am ready to see it go and hopefully JULY will bring some sort of HAPPY JOYFUL NEWS! Something to SMILE ABOUT! Lord knows I really need it!
Since all this has taken place...I haven't been doing Weight Watchers! Being at home I can't really do it and track my points without internet and with it being so stressful that was the last thing on my mind! I am very sad to say that I haven't lost anything this WHOLE MONTH...BUT I HAVEN'T GAINED ANY EITHER! I have stayed the same! Starting tomorrow I am GETTING BACK ON THE WW TRAIN and WILL FINISH LOSING THE REST OF THIS WEIGHT! 32 lbs!!!!! I KNOW I CAN DO THIS!! :)
Well I need to wrap this up! Until next week....
♥ kc